Life at home has been good lately and I've been feeling pretty good. I was going to a support group for mental illness and drug abuse. But I missed the last 2 sessions. I'm not a user. I'm just mentally ill. So I don't feel like I belong. Most of those people are 12-steppers. I'm against 12-steps. Been there, done that. I was once a user. I've been clean for 9 years. So I really don't belong in that group. I would rather stay at home and play Guild Wars.
And then there is the option of going to a bi-polar group, which would benefit me. But I don't feel like it. I just want to stay at home. I could also go to Overeaters Anonymous... again, I prefer to at stay home and would rather save gas. And I hate 12-steps.
I'm fine. Just me and my computer. The one friend I tried to make turned out to be a lunatic. So I don't see that it's worth it.
I'm on disability and don't want to lose my benefits so getting a job like some jerk once recommended is not an option. I'm obese so volunteering is limited. I know. I'm coming up with reasons to stay at home. But I've tried to reach out. It's just better to play Guild Wars or WoW.
The Spring is coming up. I could register for some classes at the community college for fun. That would get me out of the house. But again, I don't want to leave. I don't like driving to places I don't know. I don't like driving for more than 20 minutes. So why venture out?
Any words of encouragement are welcome because I know I really need to socialize, I just don't know how when I would rather stay at home where it is safe.
And then there is the option of going to a bi-polar group, which would benefit me. But I don't feel like it. I just want to stay at home. I could also go to Overeaters Anonymous... again, I prefer to at stay home and would rather save gas. And I hate 12-steps.
I'm fine. Just me and my computer. The one friend I tried to make turned out to be a lunatic. So I don't see that it's worth it.
I'm on disability and don't want to lose my benefits so getting a job like some jerk once recommended is not an option. I'm obese so volunteering is limited. I know. I'm coming up with reasons to stay at home. But I've tried to reach out. It's just better to play Guild Wars or WoW.
The Spring is coming up. I could register for some classes at the community college for fun. That would get me out of the house. But again, I don't want to leave. I don't like driving to places I don't know. I don't like driving for more than 20 minutes. So why venture out?
Any words of encouragement are welcome because I know I really need to socialize, I just don't know how when I would rather stay at home where it is safe.