LeaningIntoTheMuse
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Nevermind, this is too depressing.
LeaningIntoTheMuse said:I was told that I looked like a transsexual wearing lipstick.
That no girl would find me sexy enough to even kiss. I was told that I was a monster and that I should kill myself. That my penis was unnecessary, and that I should cut it off, because nobody would have sex with me. I was called big nose, freak, ugly geek.
All of this before I was 18, and I've dealt with other things like that.
Some women have shown what could be interpreted as interest, but I can't tell anymore if they are serious, or just trying to jerk my chain. I've had girls show interest in me, get me alone, and then tell me that it was a dare that their friends put them up to.
rdor said:Sounds like you we're being bullied and those people were just trying to get to you.
Felix said:Just look at all the ugly guys with pretty gf's...
LeaningIntoTheMuse said:Won't she be able to figure out I haven't?
ladyforsaken said:I don't know what I'm saying.... but I'll say it anyway.
Maybe it's the attitude of "not ever going to get someone" might influence it a bit? I used to be like this... and always thought negatively of myself before.. I never met anyone nice. Until I changed my mindset and started to be positive, I started meeting so many nice people and whoa.. more stuff has happened since then. I cannot tell you how it made me feel like a positive mind and outlook can influence positive outcomes in your life.
*shrugs* Not saying this works but.. who knows?
LeaningIntoTheMuse said:I was told that I looked like a transsexual wearing lipstick. That no girl would find me sexy enough to even kiss. I was told that I was a monster and that I should kill myself. That my penis was unnecessary, and that I should cut it off, because nobody would have sex with me. I was called big nose, freak, ugly geek.
All of this before I was 18, and I've dealt with other things like that.
Some women have shown what could be interpreted as interest, but I can't tell anymore if they are serious, or just trying to jerk my chain. I've had girls show interest in me, get me alone, and then tell me that it was a dare that their friends put them up to.
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