Hello everyone. I've been away from here for some weeks. All my life I've been struggling with depression, loneliness, etc. I have written about all this in other posts. I have a drinking problem, and I am working on it. It will take time and I am trying to focus on it. I am a very sensitive person. If someone treats me bad, I really get depressed. I can't get my work done, my professional life has not been good because I don't have the will to do things. I should have done some work today and I spent all day laying in bed, procrastinating and doing nothing, I was suppose to be working in something for the past two weeks and haven't done almost anything. I can't concentrate. This goes on and on, doesn't go away, and it's been there for years. Now that I started to cut down on alcohol, I have to face all these feelings. I don't wish to drink, as that has caused a lot of damage to my life. I want to feel like a normal person, but anything that happens to me depresses me. I have problems at work, and that doesn't motivate me to do things, so I don't do them. I feel dumb all the time. I hate living alone too, but my drinking problem makes it hard for me to live with someone. I also don't feel ready for a relationship and have rejected a few offers. I can't go on like this. I know people might not give me a solution here but at least I want to leave it out here. Thank you.