when im drunk my social anxiety, depression and self esteem problems seem to melt away. I can actually talk to people the way I want to-the way im too scared to when im sober. I realize I don't want to be dependent on alcohol but it just seems to cure my issues better than any medication. I actually dont drink often at all-very rarely really but when I start actually talking with people it makes me want to do it more often. People actually like me when I'm drunk. Anyone else deal with this?