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BeastJuice
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Lets see...I don't know where to start. Well I am a very lonely person. It is friday night..I'm 20 years old...I should be out doing something but yet again I am doing nothing but listening to music, watching ESPN, sitting on the computer, and the sleeping pills I took are not kicking in.
Well restlessly laying in bed thinking about how lonely I am and was wondering if there is people similar to me, I went to google and did a search for loneliness forums so I have people that might be able to identify with me. Almost feel like I am destined to be alone for eternity. I really just want to go out on evenings and meet new people and make friends.
Since this is sort of an introduction thread, I wont spill all my emotions now and give you a little bit about myself and my hobbies. Was born in Southern California and lived in the same city for my entire life. I am 20 years old and go to a community college near home. Watching sports, listening to music (enjoy almost everything but mostly undeground hip-hop), playing basketball, going to concerts or shows, I just recently decided to learn how to play the guitar because I have a lot of free time on my hands, and also playing video games. I am 6 foot and extremely skinny and weak. My self-esteem level is really low because I am ugly. Idk what else to write about and I hope to hear from some of you on this forum.
Well restlessly laying in bed thinking about how lonely I am and was wondering if there is people similar to me, I went to google and did a search for loneliness forums so I have people that might be able to identify with me. Almost feel like I am destined to be alone for eternity. I really just want to go out on evenings and meet new people and make friends.
Since this is sort of an introduction thread, I wont spill all my emotions now and give you a little bit about myself and my hobbies. Was born in Southern California and lived in the same city for my entire life. I am 20 years old and go to a community college near home. Watching sports, listening to music (enjoy almost everything but mostly undeground hip-hop), playing basketball, going to concerts or shows, I just recently decided to learn how to play the guitar because I have a lot of free time on my hands, and also playing video games. I am 6 foot and extremely skinny and weak. My self-esteem level is really low because I am ugly. Idk what else to write about and I hope to hear from some of you on this forum.