I think it's safe to say that from a young age, I matured a little quicker in logic than the other kiddies and found myself understanding some of the pains of being a teenager before I was even 13.
So I will be a senior in high school this fall. I have a few things scheduled because there is only ONE art school that I really really want to go to.
But the whole process of applying to college scares me. Applications, forms, waivers, tours, interviews, art portfolios, an ESSAY!
I feel overwhelmed before I even start. And I already have a tough time
putting my art portfolio together, because I don't even know where to begin with that. How can I survive college if I can't even handle applying to it?
I am also considering getting a dorm at this college, despite it being very expensive. (That's NYC for ya, XD )
I don't know if my mom will let me, since the college isn't even an hour away! But still.. I want to get out there. I don't want to live with her.
The fact of the matter is, I still feel like a child at heart, all these responsibilities scare me, but I really want to experience college and make awesome memories (hopefully?). I don't know if I'm ready to grow up and take this seriously..
Gah, I'm confused.
So I will be a senior in high school this fall. I have a few things scheduled because there is only ONE art school that I really really want to go to.
But the whole process of applying to college scares me. Applications, forms, waivers, tours, interviews, art portfolios, an ESSAY!
I feel overwhelmed before I even start. And I already have a tough time
putting my art portfolio together, because I don't even know where to begin with that. How can I survive college if I can't even handle applying to it?
I am also considering getting a dorm at this college, despite it being very expensive. (That's NYC for ya, XD )
I don't know if my mom will let me, since the college isn't even an hour away! But still.. I want to get out there. I don't want to live with her.
The fact of the matter is, I still feel like a child at heart, all these responsibilities scare me, but I really want to experience college and make awesome memories (hopefully?). I don't know if I'm ready to grow up and take this seriously..
Gah, I'm confused.