I have been married for 24 years, and its been miserable. My parents divorced when I was very young, so of course I wanted something different for my child. After that, life just went on by. My husband is a liar and a cheat. He's cheated so many times, and I just let it go. Now, at this time in my life I just can't deal with it anymore. My regrets, wish I would have left a long time ago. My husband is away most of the time due to his job, so we are like strangers. When he comes home, I am so glad when he leaves. When he is home, he's usually on his phone. I feel so alone and miserable. I have cried so many times there is nothing left to cry about. I have never met someone that is so cold. I know that I am a beautiful woman, but around him I feel like I'm not. I have guys that flirt with me a lot, even young ones, lol. It's just sad that my husband makes me feel this way. I am hoping to find some friends that really would like to get to know me. Being lonely puts me in a place I don't like to be in. When you want to be comforted, and someone just walks away you just feel the lowest. I don't want to tell my kids they are grown with their own lives now. So, this is my story, and hope to meet some great people.