Just That Girl said:
me too.
totally sucks. i end up cocktailing a bunch of stuff, which is not good.
Hi girl...
It's going to be a roller coaster ride for a little while.
Sometimes they come in waves.
Please give yourself a break....
Be loving and gentle to yourself though this.
Somtimes you can't fight it..becuase it won't go away.
It's okay for you to cry..if you need a good cry then allow yourself
to do so. Please try not to run away from your emotions.
Sometimes I found myself just embracing it and it's okay.
Nope..I ran away from grieving before...
Ultimately I had face it and walk through it...even years later.
That's why I didn't run this time..no matter how painful it was.
The sooner I process it..the sooner I can move beyound it.
Sometimes I just go for a midnight walk...not sure if it's safe for you.
Other times I'll just write of whatever it is that's on my mind
or how I feel about.
Sometimes I just put on soft piano music or new age music.
Other times I just go take a swim or take a shower..
Just keep reaching out.