Sonic_95
Well-known member
Something dawned on me today.
It's been 10 years this month, that I started coming into the ALL chat room.
I joined this site all those years ago because....I was lonely. And 10 years later, I still am.
For all of my adult life I have wanted a companion. Someone to marry, buy a house together, and spend the rest of my life with.
Everyone all these years has told me to 'hang in there...it will happen". Well, it hasn't.
I've dated a couple of girls in these last 10 years, but it never seems to last any longer than a month.
I have tried dating sites, friends have tried hooking me up, I've joined meetups and gone to activities, trying to put myself out there, and as much as I hate bars, I've gone out many times just trying to find someone who is half way interested. I joined A.L.L. back then, hoping someone on here would come along who was in the same position as me, and we'd connect and hit it off. That never happened. I spent 3 years sitting in that chat room every single night, many times only to leave in a bad mood because of the bullshit that went on like people getting mad at the mods for doing their job and banning ass holes.
While I am in a better place now than I was back then in a lot of ways, there's a lot that's happened that I certainly never would have expected. I lost the person I called my best friend. I moved to another state, thinking I'd be happier, and ended up being more miserable, so I moved back to my home state. I've also gained a couple of friends.
I just wish I could find my true companion so I don't end up being alone for the rest of my life.
It's been 10 years this month, that I started coming into the ALL chat room.
I joined this site all those years ago because....I was lonely. And 10 years later, I still am.
For all of my adult life I have wanted a companion. Someone to marry, buy a house together, and spend the rest of my life with.
Everyone all these years has told me to 'hang in there...it will happen". Well, it hasn't.
I've dated a couple of girls in these last 10 years, but it never seems to last any longer than a month.
I have tried dating sites, friends have tried hooking me up, I've joined meetups and gone to activities, trying to put myself out there, and as much as I hate bars, I've gone out many times just trying to find someone who is half way interested. I joined A.L.L. back then, hoping someone on here would come along who was in the same position as me, and we'd connect and hit it off. That never happened. I spent 3 years sitting in that chat room every single night, many times only to leave in a bad mood because of the bullshit that went on like people getting mad at the mods for doing their job and banning ass holes.
While I am in a better place now than I was back then in a lot of ways, there's a lot that's happened that I certainly never would have expected. I lost the person I called my best friend. I moved to another state, thinking I'd be happier, and ended up being more miserable, so I moved back to my home state. I've also gained a couple of friends.
I just wish I could find my true companion so I don't end up being alone for the rest of my life.