SighX99
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everyone I know is ignoring me. I have no one. no one cares about me, no one cares about how I feel. I'm seriously the loneliest person in the world right now. My life is a series of bad timing. i make good friends, then right after something happens and they move away. I hate my life, sometimes I think about killing myself, since it's the only idea that will make me feel better. But I'm just a coward day dreaming about how my death will make everyone realize how good of a person I am.
I am a good friend. people I know know that I'm a genuine person. I have never talked honeysuckle behind people's back, I have always helped people no matter what and not asking for recognition. I'm always the guy to talk to when you are sad or wandering in life, I am always there when people need my company. yet no one is there for me. Good things never happen to me. I ask a girl out, she brings her friends at the last minute. somehow i mustve left a bad impression or something. this girl shown me interest in class, but whenever i try to talk to her one on one, shes always with this fat friend of hers, preventing me to make my move. this girl kissed me out of nowhere, but when i ask for her phone number and text her, she gives me cold shoulders. all the girls im interested in either they are taken or they are graduating or leaving soon, making me hesitate to make moves. I'm not bad looking, I"m in good shape, my luck is just terrible. I wish one day things can just turn out the way I want them to, instead of going south every single fuckin time. My ex left me, despite the fact that I practically clothed, fed and bathed her. I did everything for her, and she left me and then ignores me and not give a fresia about me. I want to get back with her, I have really good intentions, i thought we were gonna get married. but NO. I bought her SO MANY THINGS and SHE just up and left me. SHE pushes me away every time i bring up that we should start over, why? all I have is good intentions for these girls, why don't they open up and like me? BAD FUCKIN LUCK
I hate my family. they all suck. i hope they fuckin die. the day that my mom dies will be the happiest day of my life. I used to think me and my sister are close, fresia no. she talks mad honeysuckle behind my back to my mom, and I end up having to explain myself to the most ridiculous accusations that my sister accuse me of. My sister also snitches on me all the time, BUT I FUCKIN HELP HER DO EVERYTHING. PICKING HER UP TO DO LAUNDARY, GETTING HER FOOD WHILE SHE SITS ON HER ASS. TAKING HER TO GET GROCERIES AND HER STUPID PHONE DESPITE THE FACT THAT I HAVE FINALS. THE ONE TIME I DON"T WANT TO DO THESE CHORES FOR HER SHE MAKES IT SEEM LIKE I"M A LAZY *******. I NEVER COMPLAIN, NEVER RUSH HER, NEVER SNITCH ON HER HOW SHE TOOK PILLS YET SHE SNITCHES ON ME FOR SMOKINGWEED. WHAT AN UNGRATEFUL *****. she used to be the reason why I don't kill myself, now, I dont know.
good things NEVER happen to ME, who is a good person. fresia THIS WORLD
I am a good friend. people I know know that I'm a genuine person. I have never talked honeysuckle behind people's back, I have always helped people no matter what and not asking for recognition. I'm always the guy to talk to when you are sad or wandering in life, I am always there when people need my company. yet no one is there for me. Good things never happen to me. I ask a girl out, she brings her friends at the last minute. somehow i mustve left a bad impression or something. this girl shown me interest in class, but whenever i try to talk to her one on one, shes always with this fat friend of hers, preventing me to make my move. this girl kissed me out of nowhere, but when i ask for her phone number and text her, she gives me cold shoulders. all the girls im interested in either they are taken or they are graduating or leaving soon, making me hesitate to make moves. I'm not bad looking, I"m in good shape, my luck is just terrible. I wish one day things can just turn out the way I want them to, instead of going south every single fuckin time. My ex left me, despite the fact that I practically clothed, fed and bathed her. I did everything for her, and she left me and then ignores me and not give a fresia about me. I want to get back with her, I have really good intentions, i thought we were gonna get married. but NO. I bought her SO MANY THINGS and SHE just up and left me. SHE pushes me away every time i bring up that we should start over, why? all I have is good intentions for these girls, why don't they open up and like me? BAD FUCKIN LUCK
I hate my family. they all suck. i hope they fuckin die. the day that my mom dies will be the happiest day of my life. I used to think me and my sister are close, fresia no. she talks mad honeysuckle behind my back to my mom, and I end up having to explain myself to the most ridiculous accusations that my sister accuse me of. My sister also snitches on me all the time, BUT I FUCKIN HELP HER DO EVERYTHING. PICKING HER UP TO DO LAUNDARY, GETTING HER FOOD WHILE SHE SITS ON HER ASS. TAKING HER TO GET GROCERIES AND HER STUPID PHONE DESPITE THE FACT THAT I HAVE FINALS. THE ONE TIME I DON"T WANT TO DO THESE CHORES FOR HER SHE MAKES IT SEEM LIKE I"M A LAZY *******. I NEVER COMPLAIN, NEVER RUSH HER, NEVER SNITCH ON HER HOW SHE TOOK PILLS YET SHE SNITCHES ON ME FOR SMOKINGWEED. WHAT AN UNGRATEFUL *****. she used to be the reason why I don't kill myself, now, I dont know.
good things NEVER happen to ME, who is a good person. fresia THIS WORLD