randomdude
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Let me get this straight i am a lazy person than chooses temporary pleasure over duties. For example when i need to do something i would have voice in
my head that i need to do that something and the moment after i think of how more fitting would be for me to simply do nothing and evade that task i need to complete. At first i start evading simple duties like going to store for my parents, taking out the garbage and than it evolved into me completely rejecting to study, than i ended up avoiding school and in the end i started going to high school irregularly which means i only go to school each month once and finish multiple subjects in one day, but i gotta pay for this type of education. This changes of mine started taking over from age 10 and now i am 19. Lazy, awkward, anxious, depressed and being limitless is such a perfect combination of things that keeps ruining my life. I have friends but i don't have limits, you see i tried to arrange my day and manage to live organised for some time and than i get tired of resposibilities and return to being a lazy fresia. What do i do? I am on meds and visiting therapists.
my head that i need to do that something and the moment after i think of how more fitting would be for me to simply do nothing and evade that task i need to complete. At first i start evading simple duties like going to store for my parents, taking out the garbage and than it evolved into me completely rejecting to study, than i ended up avoiding school and in the end i started going to high school irregularly which means i only go to school each month once and finish multiple subjects in one day, but i gotta pay for this type of education. This changes of mine started taking over from age 10 and now i am 19. Lazy, awkward, anxious, depressed and being limitless is such a perfect combination of things that keeps ruining my life. I have friends but i don't have limits, you see i tried to arrange my day and manage to live organised for some time and than i get tired of resposibilities and return to being a lazy fresia. What do i do? I am on meds and visiting therapists.