im lonely. i keep trying to make new friends. theyre bad for me though. i keep going back to old online friends, that dont want anything to do with me. we talk a little bit, then realize we have nothing to talk about. hoping that talking, at least some kind of connection, is better then being alone.
im taking courses still for volunteering. im going to take some courses for a new career. i bought a bicycle. still trying my best at work. im generally functioning good. i dont feel like im the problem. i still have confidence and self esteem, im just shy and cautious.
i just feel like theres no one out there for me. no friends. no relationships. no family even... i feel like such a 'mommas boy' for only talking to my mother. father is deceased. i hate most of the family, and the family i dont hate, hates me. i have no brothers or sisters.
life is just lonely.
im taking courses still for volunteering. im going to take some courses for a new career. i bought a bicycle. still trying my best at work. im generally functioning good. i dont feel like im the problem. i still have confidence and self esteem, im just shy and cautious.
i just feel like theres no one out there for me. no friends. no relationships. no family even... i feel like such a 'mommas boy' for only talking to my mother. father is deceased. i hate most of the family, and the family i dont hate, hates me. i have no brothers or sisters.
life is just lonely.