First off sorry for the title topic name. I couldnt really think of anything else.
Well this is kind of strange i guess but i will start, my name is vinny and I am 26 years old. I am obese ugly and have no friends, never kissed a girl and it goes without saying a virgin (it figures).
I have no idea why I am writting this, I stumbled across this forum on suicide searches on google. I used to have the greatest friends on earth until they all met girls and bingo... they all decided to stop knowing me and spending time with the girls. I dotn really blame them as I was dragging their good looks down.
Since then I have not really gone out of the house for social reasons. I just stay at home and play computer games and surf the net and be bored really.
For many years now I have thought about suicide, and i know deep down when it comes to it I wouldnt have the guts. I have never tried suicide just have thoughts about it. And yet when I think about something bad I think to my self "its okay I can commit suicide" and that feeling/thought makes me happy (sounds really crazy i know)
Well I could proberly blabber on for ages about pointless stuff. But I think I better stop boring the pants off you.
I am sorry of you read this at all as its aload of BS. And its fine if nobody replies to it (no idea what any replies would even say)
But thank you for your time
Have a nice day
(P.S - I am sorry if i posted this in the wrong section)
Well this is kind of strange i guess but i will start, my name is vinny and I am 26 years old. I am obese ugly and have no friends, never kissed a girl and it goes without saying a virgin (it figures).
I have no idea why I am writting this, I stumbled across this forum on suicide searches on google. I used to have the greatest friends on earth until they all met girls and bingo... they all decided to stop knowing me and spending time with the girls. I dotn really blame them as I was dragging their good looks down.
Since then I have not really gone out of the house for social reasons. I just stay at home and play computer games and surf the net and be bored really.
For many years now I have thought about suicide, and i know deep down when it comes to it I wouldnt have the guts. I have never tried suicide just have thoughts about it. And yet when I think about something bad I think to my self "its okay I can commit suicide" and that feeling/thought makes me happy (sounds really crazy i know)
Well I could proberly blabber on for ages about pointless stuff. But I think I better stop boring the pants off you.
I am sorry of you read this at all as its aload of BS. And its fine if nobody replies to it (no idea what any replies would even say)
But thank you for your time
Have a nice day
(P.S - I am sorry if i posted this in the wrong section)