Good evening people,
I am in 24 and live at home with my parents and have no social life outside my job. I work in a hardware store in the back doing receiving, and have a good shift working till 4pm and have weekends off. My salary is around 40,000 a year with no college or uni. The only way to really advance in the company would be to do sales and I find my self very shy maybe a little lack of confidence or I just don't want to talk to people, I also don't show any initiative to the job. I've looked at college courses but nothing really interests me at this point.
Thing is I go to work Mon-Fri and I have no outside life with friends on weekends or after work. Sometimes I hate going to work because of all the politic crap that goes along with it and the manager just makes rules up as we go along. People show up late 5 mins everyday and nothing is done about it just cause there with the company for 15 years. Some days are so boring, and I think to my self imagine your self here at 40 years old being so bored.
I enjoy getting out golfing when the weather get's nicer, but find I find it hard to go out and do stuff on my own. The town I live in isn't full of young people and I think my chances of finding a friend or even girl friend are slim. Also everyone basically knows everyone around here it seams to, you can't go anywhere without knowing someone. All the people I work with are 35 years or older and have families. So many times I have wrote a letter to my parents talking about committing suicide, but later through the letter away because I know this is a easy way out and life isn't really that bad.
Any thoughts
I am in 24 and live at home with my parents and have no social life outside my job. I work in a hardware store in the back doing receiving, and have a good shift working till 4pm and have weekends off. My salary is around 40,000 a year with no college or uni. The only way to really advance in the company would be to do sales and I find my self very shy maybe a little lack of confidence or I just don't want to talk to people, I also don't show any initiative to the job. I've looked at college courses but nothing really interests me at this point.
Thing is I go to work Mon-Fri and I have no outside life with friends on weekends or after work. Sometimes I hate going to work because of all the politic crap that goes along with it and the manager just makes rules up as we go along. People show up late 5 mins everyday and nothing is done about it just cause there with the company for 15 years. Some days are so boring, and I think to my self imagine your self here at 40 years old being so bored.
I enjoy getting out golfing when the weather get's nicer, but find I find it hard to go out and do stuff on my own. The town I live in isn't full of young people and I think my chances of finding a friend or even girl friend are slim. Also everyone basically knows everyone around here it seams to, you can't go anywhere without knowing someone. All the people I work with are 35 years or older and have families. So many times I have wrote a letter to my parents talking about committing suicide, but later through the letter away because I know this is a easy way out and life isn't really that bad.
Any thoughts