Loss and lonely

[BuBu]

I have lost in one year:

My therapist whom worked with me for over two years (she quit me out of the blue).
My two beloved cats died with in one month of each other.
A close friend of 14 years walked away from our friendship.
Another close friend of 13 years walked away from our friendship
And another close friend of 16 years walked away from our friendship.
My friend of 25 years treats me so badly and no longer like a
friend, she yells at me and ignores me.
My dog is sick and dying.
My health is bad now due to all this stress.

I've given my all for my friends and nothing.

My so called friends and therapist have always walked all over me.
I have no husband
I have no boyfriend
I have no children
I have no friends
With those friends I supposedly had I still spent thanksgiving, Christmas, and
all other holidays alone so I guess they really were never my
friends.
The telephone goes days and weeks without one call.
Because I'm so walked all over, people use me as a patsy.

I try so hard to have a life and nothing.  I'm treated like a wall in a room.
These people can walk all over me and not care about hurting me?

I'm so lost I can't breathe....

 

[M.Eileen]

Oh, Darlin', I am sorry... it seems you have lost much this past year, but try (even though I know it can be difficult!) to remember this is in the past. It does not define who you are now; nor does it determine your future. You ARE wholly loving and wholly loveable... you know this to be true. Keep it in your mind and let it guide your thoughts and actions. And anytime you feel yourself forgetting this simple fact, pause for a moment and breath... you will remember.

 

[keeper]

My so called friends and therapist have always walked all over me.

These people can walk all over me and not care about hurting me?

I'm so lost I can't breathe....

Hi BuBu,
your situation seems to be very unpleasant. I don't understand why they all walked all over you! Why they disappear or treat you so bad?
Anyway I wish you good luck!

 

[2 _grey_dogs]

I have lost in one year:

My therapist whom worked with me for over two years (she quit me out of the blue).
My two beloved cats died with in one month of each other.
A close friend of 14 years walked away from our friendship.
Another close friend of 13 years walked away from our friendship
And another close friend of 16 years walked away from our friendship.
My friend of 25 years treats me so badly and no longer like a
friend, she yells at me and ignores me.
My dog is sick and dying.
My health is bad now due to all this stress.

I've given my all for my friends and nothing.

My so called friends and therapist have always walked all over me.
I have no husband
I have no boyfriend
I have no children
I have no friends
With those friends I supposedly had I still spent thanksgiving, Christmas, and
all other holidays alone so I guess they really were never my
friends.
The telephone goes days and weeks without one call.
Because I'm so walked all over, people use me as a patsy.

I try so hard to have a life and nothing. I'm treated like a wall in a room.
These people can walk all over me and not care about hurting me?

I'm so lost I can't breathe....

to have had friends you must have been a super person , what has happened doesnt mean you still arent that super person ,one of the hardest lessons is to like yourself , try it you are worth it

 

[mountaingirl]

I have lost in one year:

My therapist whom worked with me for over two years (she quit me out of the blue).
My two beloved cats died with in one month of each other.
A close friend of 14 years walked away from our friendship.
Another close friend of 13 years walked away from our friendship
And another close friend of 16 years walked away from our friendship.
My friend of 25 years treats me so badly and no longer like a
friend, she yells at me and ignores me.
My dog is sick and dying.
My health is bad now due to all this stress.

I've given my all for my friends and nothing.

My so called friends and therapist have always walked all over me.
I have no husband
I have no boyfriend
I have no children
I have no friends
With those friends I supposedly had I still spent thanksgiving, Christmas, and
all other holidays alone so I guess they really were never my
friends.
The telephone goes days and weeks without one call.
Because I'm so walked all over, people use me as a patsy.

I try so hard to have a life and nothing.  I'm treated like a wall in a room.
These people can walk all over me and not care about hurting me?

I'm so lost I can't breathe....

to have had friends you must have been a super person , what has happened doesnt mean you still arent that super person ,one of the hardest lessons is to like yourself , try it you are worth it

 

[mountaingirl]

Oh, honey, there are just the kindest people on this forum. It sounds to me as though you have had some really bad friends. People like that should be avoided and your own company should be better than these terrible people. Nice to know that you love animals and as bad as it may sound to start talking animal replacement nothing cheers like a new puppy. I have a friend who just recently lost a family pet was over 16 yrs old, and talked him into getting new pup and he just loves it. Please start concentrating on the good in your life and if we look we will always find it. If you need us keep posting or pm us and will try to help as we can.