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silentsithus
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Anyone try the chat rooms, and just sit and .. watch the chat room
and .. watch the chat room some more and thing hey.. maybe one will not be a bot and will talk to me. And of course the online dating sites which are actually more depressing then real life dating (attempts). I had an account on that OK cupid thing for years and nothing... I did however tell a girl how to make a tasty fudge brownie. On a brighter note I have almost mastered brownie science. Which is no good for me now since I quit eating all the sugar. I'm not overweight, but do suffer a distinct lack of charisma, I would describe it as .. well I guess I am the place where fun goes to die. I think I may be scared to death of women.. ok I know I am scared to death of women, a bar fight with 20 angry rednecks would be an easier undertaking.
And you know people can sense when your unexperienced and I have never dated of any of the (other things) that go with dating.. like the act of mating. you know when you can't get laid and I'm wondering if I'm the only one, you dress differently when your sure your not gonna get any.
Like well of course you never carry (protection) around because it just gets in the way, and besides you need that money for lunch or that cup of coffee your going to drink alone in some crappy coffee shop while you admire the sophisticated coffee house chicks, they look so cute and trendy. No one will notice the papa smurf underwear you have one because no one is going to be taking your pants off, but thats ok
at least YOU know where papa smurf is right. I know its sad but it is the little things that keep us going.. like video games and strange tabletop
war strategy games. I'm not really doing anything with my life, but
it's not really worth it alone.. at least for me. And when your friends get on to you for not doing anything with yourself you don't really have the heart to tell them all your doing right now is waiting to die. Then theres always this one friend who tells you your better off alone and that relationships are awful, but this is usually the same person who has relations all the time, universal truth. I have a myspace account.. because well it was just my turn.. I have 10 friends on it knows them a long time. Pales in comparison to the 200000000000 friends most people have.. I don't know how people do that. So it must be a pure lack of charisma or any kind of interesting facet to my personality. Then you contemplate suicide but then realize your not going to be able to see the 300 movie if you do that.. which would suck.. because that movie rocked.
I like good music and have good taste but you know, know one notices that kind of stuff unless your already cute. If you disagree go and find the worlds supply of homeless handsome people. Well that was good I am glad I vented on this public forum. Maybe I won't delete this account out of frustration.. ah you know I will.
and .. watch the chat room some more and thing hey.. maybe one will not be a bot and will talk to me. And of course the online dating sites which are actually more depressing then real life dating (attempts). I had an account on that OK cupid thing for years and nothing... I did however tell a girl how to make a tasty fudge brownie. On a brighter note I have almost mastered brownie science. Which is no good for me now since I quit eating all the sugar. I'm not overweight, but do suffer a distinct lack of charisma, I would describe it as .. well I guess I am the place where fun goes to die. I think I may be scared to death of women.. ok I know I am scared to death of women, a bar fight with 20 angry rednecks would be an easier undertaking.
And you know people can sense when your unexperienced and I have never dated of any of the (other things) that go with dating.. like the act of mating. you know when you can't get laid and I'm wondering if I'm the only one, you dress differently when your sure your not gonna get any.
Like well of course you never carry (protection) around because it just gets in the way, and besides you need that money for lunch or that cup of coffee your going to drink alone in some crappy coffee shop while you admire the sophisticated coffee house chicks, they look so cute and trendy. No one will notice the papa smurf underwear you have one because no one is going to be taking your pants off, but thats ok
at least YOU know where papa smurf is right. I know its sad but it is the little things that keep us going.. like video games and strange tabletop
war strategy games. I'm not really doing anything with my life, but
it's not really worth it alone.. at least for me. And when your friends get on to you for not doing anything with yourself you don't really have the heart to tell them all your doing right now is waiting to die. Then theres always this one friend who tells you your better off alone and that relationships are awful, but this is usually the same person who has relations all the time, universal truth. I have a myspace account.. because well it was just my turn.. I have 10 friends on it knows them a long time. Pales in comparison to the 200000000000 friends most people have.. I don't know how people do that. So it must be a pure lack of charisma or any kind of interesting facet to my personality. Then you contemplate suicide but then realize your not going to be able to see the 300 movie if you do that.. which would suck.. because that movie rocked.
I like good music and have good taste but you know, know one notices that kind of stuff unless your already cute. If you disagree go and find the worlds supply of homeless handsome people. Well that was good I am glad I vented on this public forum. Maybe I won't delete this account out of frustration.. ah you know I will.
