Ever looked out of the window and wondered to yourself how things got so messed up? When confronted to your peers do you just go blank inside, withdraw to a better place, and wish they would for once talk about something relevant? How many times have you stopped yourself from doing what you want to do, because society would frown upon such behavior, simple things sometimes like saying I love you, or sitting on the floor because there are no more benches at a bus stop. Wish you could smile like the rest of those happy people going about their lives? Yea... me to, along with what seems to be a fair amount of the people here.
I am not exactly sure where I am going with this thread, I guess I just want to feel less alone.
I am a very confused kid, our world makes no sense to me. Society is built upon insane rules, no one appreciates the same things as I do, so often would I just feel like living the way that I want to... but I know people will quite possibly throw rocks at me if I did. What can we do about any of this, apart from huddle together? Create our own subculture... I just want to belong.
...I know most of this does not make sense, yet i hope some of you understand where I am coming from.
I am not exactly sure where I am going with this thread, I guess I just want to feel less alone.
I am a very confused kid, our world makes no sense to me. Society is built upon insane rules, no one appreciates the same things as I do, so often would I just feel like living the way that I want to... but I know people will quite possibly throw rocks at me if I did. What can we do about any of this, apart from huddle together? Create our own subculture... I just want to belong.
...I know most of this does not make sense, yet i hope some of you understand where I am coming from.