Confusedbro
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Hello guys. I'm from Indonesia and this is a story of my pathetic life from junior high school unitl now (senior high school). Not really a nice one though
So here it is...
In junior high school until now i'm always the quiet one. It's not like i can help it. Whenever i speak, it's always not clear at the end of the sentence. I don't know why it happens but if you know what makes that happens please tell me because it's really annoying . Because of this, i don't have any close friend. I got ridiculed too. It's because i'm slow at everything.. Slow response, slow learner, etc. I'm even not good at Soccer that all of my friends like. I have a few of white hair too (main reason i got ridiculed at) All of that really hurts me.. I got ridiculed for 3 years of my junior high school. And then senior high school comes. I'm so happy that i won't got ridiculed again. I thought it would be different, i thought i will be really socialable. And... I was wrong.
My senior high school first year is right now. And why i post this story of mine is because i'm really tired of this. I fking got ridiculed again, because i'm so stupid. I can't play soccer, i'm a slow learner, i'm not good at speaking, i'm ugly, i got white hair.. All of that is the reason they make fun of me. Haha... My senior high school is ruined now.. 3 years of this? I can't... Seriously, this will be hard. Everyday after school i got worried and think "what if they make fun of me again" or "tomorrow is P.E. , what if i got ridiculed again because i s*cks?" And many more of that.maybe it's what they called social anxiety disorder? Lol. I'm so done. I'm so pathetic...
Well that's my story (rant?) about my pathetic life. Sorry if my English s*cks
So here it is...
In junior high school until now i'm always the quiet one. It's not like i can help it. Whenever i speak, it's always not clear at the end of the sentence. I don't know why it happens but if you know what makes that happens please tell me because it's really annoying . Because of this, i don't have any close friend. I got ridiculed too. It's because i'm slow at everything.. Slow response, slow learner, etc. I'm even not good at Soccer that all of my friends like. I have a few of white hair too (main reason i got ridiculed at) All of that really hurts me.. I got ridiculed for 3 years of my junior high school. And then senior high school comes. I'm so happy that i won't got ridiculed again. I thought it would be different, i thought i will be really socialable. And... I was wrong.
My senior high school first year is right now. And why i post this story of mine is because i'm really tired of this. I fking got ridiculed again, because i'm so stupid. I can't play soccer, i'm a slow learner, i'm not good at speaking, i'm ugly, i got white hair.. All of that is the reason they make fun of me. Haha... My senior high school is ruined now.. 3 years of this? I can't... Seriously, this will be hard. Everyday after school i got worried and think "what if they make fun of me again" or "tomorrow is P.E. , what if i got ridiculed again because i s*cks?" And many more of that.maybe it's what they called social anxiety disorder? Lol. I'm so done. I'm so pathetic...
Well that's my story (rant?) about my pathetic life. Sorry if my English s*cks