Hi Everyone
Im new on here so bit nervous writing this. My life seems so emtpy and worthless that I find it so hard just getting through each day. My boyfriend split up with me in November and since then I cant seem to get over him. I have a family but only a handful of friends and those friends have their own familys and partners so I cant rely on them.
I get up in the morning, go to work, go home, go to bed and get up again and do the same thing all over again. Im 39 years old and I feel that Im a complete failure. Everything most people my age have I dont. Like being married, or being in a happy relationship or having kids, earning good money, a great job. I have none of these. My job is low paid and I struggle to get by. I feel like I am just existing and its so pointless going through the motions for yet another day of the same old thing. Ive read lots of things on the internet about being lonely and they advise you to go out and join clubs or even do voluntary work just to meet new people. I have actually got an interview on Thursday for a voluntary job as a ward helper in a hospital. But the few people I told about this all looked at me like im nuts with the comment "why do you want to work for free"? My thinking was that if Im out of the house and helping others less fortunate than myself it will give me a sense of worth. But try telling that to people who have everything perfect in their life!!!!! I have been put on 20mg prozac last week by my doctor so maybe they will help. Anyone out there who understands what Im feeling???
Im new on here so bit nervous writing this. My life seems so emtpy and worthless that I find it so hard just getting through each day. My boyfriend split up with me in November and since then I cant seem to get over him. I have a family but only a handful of friends and those friends have their own familys and partners so I cant rely on them.
I get up in the morning, go to work, go home, go to bed and get up again and do the same thing all over again. Im 39 years old and I feel that Im a complete failure. Everything most people my age have I dont. Like being married, or being in a happy relationship or having kids, earning good money, a great job. I have none of these. My job is low paid and I struggle to get by. I feel like I am just existing and its so pointless going through the motions for yet another day of the same old thing. Ive read lots of things on the internet about being lonely and they advise you to go out and join clubs or even do voluntary work just to meet new people. I have actually got an interview on Thursday for a voluntary job as a ward helper in a hospital. But the few people I told about this all looked at me like im nuts with the comment "why do you want to work for free"? My thinking was that if Im out of the house and helping others less fortunate than myself it will give me a sense of worth. But try telling that to people who have everything perfect in their life!!!!! I have been put on 20mg prozac last week by my doctor so maybe they will help. Anyone out there who understands what Im feeling???