Aksentije
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Hi everyone! Im new to the forums mostly because i really feel lonely sometimes and by sometimes i mean about 80% of the time, maybe just a bit less sometimes. I am posting this because if someone of you guys need a friend just to talk to, i need one too just to have someone to share things with. I really dont care about the physical apperance of a person im just looking for someone who is kind in the soul, and someone with who i can really talk to. Mostly my reason for feeling lonely is the fact that people really dont take me seriously. I am 16 years old and i go to high school. I am slightly overweight, not extra much but enough for people to be able to insult me when they run out of insults. In school i laugh a lot, meaning that i like making people happy because i really think that i feel good when someone is actually laughing because of me. I dont like going out in coffee shops because i noticed that the only thing that almost all the people that are in coffee shops do is, criticize other people that walk by and i really dont feel comfortable being near those kind of people. When I walk around town, and see people socializing or couples kissing I feel sad knowing that im alone. The only comfort i find is in the music that i listen, but that really isnt that great comfort to stop me from feeling sad. Another thing that i hate in school is the fact that everyone keeps on complaining about their problems, and when i try to talk about my problems no one listens, so i gave it up. Most of the friendships that i have are based on me helping on exams and stuff like that. So if i help im a friend if i dont im mean. I also get anoyed by people that complain about things when they have it all! It just pisses me off! Anyways, if you are looking for a friend just leave a comment in here. I dont have to neceserally be that friend, maybe you find someone else who knows. I just have to say another thing. i really feel better now that i said all of this, and i guess i just wonder am i the only one who is feeling this way.... (think not but still)