Yes, I've done it. It's normal when you're going into isolation.
Not healty however.
Perhaps, you're going through changes...as we all do.
I'm not sure what type of feelings or thoughts you're experincing.
Sometimes I get a feeling poeple/friends are just retarded in general.
I had a group of friends that was doing activities that was counter
productive to my life in general...at the very least, it didn't have
the luster, excitment nor fun I used to have. They were actaully
a good group of dudes. We joke around and have lots of luagh
and what have ya...those **** activities we got into wasn't too
healty. We all surffered consiquence from it. The price I was paying
was getting too high or I didn't want to play anymore.lol
The guys were my real friends...I've known many of them for decades.
We're still friends...not as close anymore...but that's okay.
We'll run into each other eventaully some other times with some other
circumstance...they have their lives and challenges too.
So me sitting around waiting for them to call...is not too healthy for me.
I never burnt that bridge...I just can't be around them at this stage in my life.
I can either revert or move forward.
Yes...good friend are hard to come by..And the thought of trying
to find new friends gave me a feeling of fear and discomfort as will.
However I have a chioce.
I had to sit down and write about my life..soul searching perhaps.
Get really honest with myself...get right with myself.
It took a lot of work..but it was will worth it. I still don't have
all the answers...but I'm not as confused as i used to be.
Yes..I need human contacts in my life. I had to reach out to
resouces that's avilable to me. Positive people doing positive
activities. At the very least...it got me out of isolation...so it's all good.
Actually I'm in the process of re connecting with a freind I've known for many years ATM.
The circumstance had changed...I've changed..She's changed.
We're both still the same person...but we've grown.
I'm hoping she'll take me out of the friend zone and move forward