HorseLatitudes
Active member
So last year I moved out from my hometown and ive been living on my own in the capital, college reasons but I also (and mostly) needed a new beggining, a new personality, new people(well, just people, not that I left anyone behind), a year passed by, is hard to make friends in college, everyone just go to class, stay quiet taking notes, and when is (almost) over they already are running away to the next one, I worked on some groups but have bad luck to make friends, except with two groups, one of them I thought we were going to be good friends, but they ghosted me, then I found a new group(a guy and a cute girl) that did actually remain as friends, short story, I fell for the girl, I really really thought she was falling for me too but as the year pass by im starting to realise she didnt, and that I have barely zero chances with her, I feel numb, boring, lonely but being here got me that "i can do something great" spark, specially by night, but I dont know exactly what, writting poetry, sampling beats and become a trapper, a book, talk to random girls at instagram, go joker against the society, idk, I cant sleep from the excitement, and I during the day I have to deal with this girl not being in love with me, how are you people doing so far?