theshycynic
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Hello everyone!
I've never joined, nor thought of joining a forum like this mainly because I have a lot of trouble with facing myself. I'm not even sure if posting anonymously can be considered a step in the right direction, but i suppose it's a start. I'm 21 years old, from bright & sunny Miami. I guess i'm here because i feel... hopeless. I'm not happy with my life in any way, and when i find a reason to smile i quickly veer back into a box. I live in a shell, my protective shell and it's super hard for me to let that go. I am fully aware that hell is in the mind, but i'm pretty sure that my mind has turned on me for the worst. How can i make sense of it all? I just want to be able to wake up in the morning and be confident in myself, my life, and my choices. I'm in college, and working, and my friends just don't understand what i go through inside. The few friends that i have left anyways. I'm really good and pushing people away, and making it seem like i have it all together. What can i say? I've mastered my own facade. I hope through this forum to find some peace, and feel a little less alone. I look forward to speaking to everyone. Xo
I've never joined, nor thought of joining a forum like this mainly because I have a lot of trouble with facing myself. I'm not even sure if posting anonymously can be considered a step in the right direction, but i suppose it's a start. I'm 21 years old, from bright & sunny Miami. I guess i'm here because i feel... hopeless. I'm not happy with my life in any way, and when i find a reason to smile i quickly veer back into a box. I live in a shell, my protective shell and it's super hard for me to let that go. I am fully aware that hell is in the mind, but i'm pretty sure that my mind has turned on me for the worst. How can i make sense of it all? I just want to be able to wake up in the morning and be confident in myself, my life, and my choices. I'm in college, and working, and my friends just don't understand what i go through inside. The few friends that i have left anyways. I'm really good and pushing people away, and making it seem like i have it all together. What can i say? I've mastered my own facade. I hope through this forum to find some peace, and feel a little less alone. I look forward to speaking to everyone. Xo