mmm here's a song I wrote a couple of years ago.
Most of the time I can't find the right words to express how
I feel. So I put it into my music. It's like my dairy.
I play what I feel.
http://boomp3.com/listen/c0304reur_t/time.
oki doki here's my hung ups.
I was devestated the sametime last year.
It's been almost a year. For the first couple of months
I was totally dysfunctional. I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep.
I was angery , I was sad, Bacailly I was an emotional mess.
So bascailly I isolated myself from the world.lol
And now I'm having a really rough time trying to move on.
I'm much better in so many ways from a year ago, but
I'm worst off in other ways...dose that make sence?
I'm having a heck of a time becuase I can't get over that fact
that she's gone. Everything that happened had a profound
impac on me. My perception of life, my faith.
It feels like I'm between heaven and hell...
I'm no longer in despair, but I know what I'm doing
is not totally healthy..but it's the best I can do.
I don't see the beauty in a simple sunset or sunrise anymore.
Or life lost it's luster. Dose that make any sense ?
It's like a part of me dosn't care anymore...but I wasn't
like this.