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Cougar
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Hi all,
I'm 19 from Wisconsin. I've realized recently that I have these self-constructed walls up, that my best friend is slowly being pulled away from me, which I'm not fighting as he just seems so immature now. I don't click with anyone here in college. It's my first year. I feel like I have the social skills of a child. :\
All of my "friends" are through the best friend, and are not my friends at all. I'm like the person that hangs around that they pretend to pay attention to... but it's okay, because they're not my type. Too serious.. or too immature. Man, I sound so stuck up.
I just miss my middle school days, when I was more outgoing and open. Even if it was a lot of kids from the internet, I had some people to open up to (as much as you can in middle school) and have something to look forward to...
I feel like a freak, so I never actually reveal myself to others... I feel like I could here, because what would I have to lose? Blah. Anyways, nice to meet you all. Hit me up if you're bored.
I'm 19 from Wisconsin. I've realized recently that I have these self-constructed walls up, that my best friend is slowly being pulled away from me, which I'm not fighting as he just seems so immature now. I don't click with anyone here in college. It's my first year. I feel like I have the social skills of a child. :\
All of my "friends" are through the best friend, and are not my friends at all. I'm like the person that hangs around that they pretend to pay attention to... but it's okay, because they're not my type. Too serious.. or too immature. Man, I sound so stuck up.
I just miss my middle school days, when I was more outgoing and open. Even if it was a lot of kids from the internet, I had some people to open up to (as much as you can in middle school) and have something to look forward to...
I feel like a freak, so I never actually reveal myself to others... I feel like I could here, because what would I have to lose? Blah. Anyways, nice to meet you all. Hit me up if you're bored.