Weeping Willow
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Thanks for your input MrLoney & Celt. It may just be me (unconsciously) setting myself up for another failure. I'll hold off. This last week was BAD. Every single day, I attempted to interact with others, including my husband and son. Each attempt, including just last night, ended up with my humiliation. I don't even know why I bothered getting my hair done up nice with highlights and all. Or why I do my nails, or even shower, etc. Lol. No one seems to want anything to do with me. I'm not a leper. All this isolation is gonna drive me crazy. I'm gonna have to stop asking though. I asked my son if he wanted to go to lunch & see a movie, whatever he wanted, my treat. "Nah". He used to be such a Mama's boy when we were younger. Now he and my husband act as though spending any family time together is like a trip to jail. I'm thinking about signing myself up for therapy, just to have someone to talk to, that won't stare at their phone the whole time. That would mean literally paying someone to talk to me. Are Therapists like mental prostitutes? Lol. Trying my best to stay positive....