A little less lonely
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Hi everyone, I am new to the site.
I had to do something to get out of my head. I am alone and I can't believe that I am. Its sad and i keep replaying how to do things different, each day I try my best to reprogram my mind,my heart but its so empty. I have a hard time connecting with people, insecurity, lack of trust etc. I need something to feel connected to to get out of my head that can sometimes spin a tale that is often times worse than it is. BUT the sadness is real -- I am tired of being sad. I think its because I am alone, and have no one to chat with about my problems. I can't afford therapy so i keep trying "to be ok" but its heavy and i can't focus on trying to make a new start, i keep sliding back into old habits and staying in a negative space. So I am here with the hope to connect to at least someone even for a moment A little about me , female, older than 30 , single, no kids. lol... explains alot huh. I will admit people want to get to know me, but being an introvert its very hard I get anxiety because people want more from me, than I have to offer and have a hard time accepting that I am a quiet person. Then I get into the cycle of beating my self up with "your gonna always be alone if you don't socalize more." its exhausting. Trying to find other quiet folks who will just accept me as I am is my goal this year. becasue trying to find those who share your hobby has not worked - sadly. Are there any introverts on here??
I had to do something to get out of my head. I am alone and I can't believe that I am. Its sad and i keep replaying how to do things different, each day I try my best to reprogram my mind,my heart but its so empty. I have a hard time connecting with people, insecurity, lack of trust etc. I need something to feel connected to to get out of my head that can sometimes spin a tale that is often times worse than it is. BUT the sadness is real -- I am tired of being sad. I think its because I am alone, and have no one to chat with about my problems. I can't afford therapy so i keep trying "to be ok" but its heavy and i can't focus on trying to make a new start, i keep sliding back into old habits and staying in a negative space. So I am here with the hope to connect to at least someone even for a moment A little about me , female, older than 30 , single, no kids. lol... explains alot huh. I will admit people want to get to know me, but being an introvert its very hard I get anxiety because people want more from me, than I have to offer and have a hard time accepting that I am a quiet person. Then I get into the cycle of beating my self up with "your gonna always be alone if you don't socalize more." its exhausting. Trying to find other quiet folks who will just accept me as I am is my goal this year. becasue trying to find those who share your hobby has not worked - sadly. Are there any introverts on here??