Osiris
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Warning! This will probably turn out to be a soppy, cheesy post full of self loathing and regret. Enjoy! lol
Where do I even start? I think I'll start by saying I was mugged a few days ago and now I have no money and no phone! I'd say that's a good start! Considering this means I can't get a girls number at the moment (or can but can't do anything with it) and not to mention where I live has a lot of rich people. And I just came home from having an old school kenan and kel orange soda lol. I couldn't afford anything else, and if I spend all my money (€7 left) I won't even be able to sit and order a coke in future...oh and I just lost my job so I have no idea what to do now. But that's another story, except it really is affecting my confidence.
Today, the mugging was running through my mind and I decided I had to get out the house or I'd never stop thinking about it. Walking down the pier at first I started to sort of see the funny side, "Oh, that's an amazing boat. I'll quickly take a picture oh no I can't I had my phone nicked. Wow that's a beautiful girl, Is she looking at me? Oh wait, doesn't matter I can't even buy her a drink." This went on for a while in my head, and it did actually make me smile. I finally saw the funny side.
But...as the night got on and all the single people were leaving as the bars closed. I became so miserable, couples having romantic walks. Eating takeaways and cuddling up together and then there's mr no job, no phone, here trying to imagine what that's even like. Walking home more people holding hands, people on mopeds and bikes cuddling up to eachother. I've never felt like this before. I've just moved here and I'm so lonely, I have no friends to help me meet people. I couldn't feel any worse than I do right now.
The thing is, I know I'm literally a bad choice. You get people with cars, nice clothes, boats, 6 pack. EVERYTHING. How can I compete? I may be a really caring man, but what girls notice that from across the street? No girls shout out "Oi Oi, Nice personality" lol! The absolute worst part for me is that there is a girl that I think might like me, but I can't even afford to go see her where she works and ask for her number! I say I think she likes me but she might not. She just paid me more attention when I was sat with some tourists trying to hit on her. Well...she did do this little look and hair flick when I said I lived here and was looking for a girlfriend. Even the people I was sat with saw it and gave me a look like "go on, do something" but I'd had a little too much to drink and I thought "I'll be able to come and see her again tomorrow when I've sobered up and ask her properly" So I left, went round the corner and within about 5 minutes I was getting mugged! Erghhh!!!
So now I feel awful, I bet she's forgotten all about our conversation by now and I'll just be another customer. I would've probably been regretting not getting her number had I not been mugged. Beautiful girl, gets hit on everyday. I think that's why they hired her, she spends most the time outside luring people inside lol. I think that's why she might like me, I haven't hit on her...much...yet. And I think she likes me being quite quiet compared to the blokes she's used too around there.
God this thread has gone all over the place haha! Anyway, if you have any advice on getting girls with no money. Or you're a girl who has some tips, please comment below!
Thanks for reading! Sorry it was so long, lots on my mind. Being at rock bottom does that...
Where do I even start? I think I'll start by saying I was mugged a few days ago and now I have no money and no phone! I'd say that's a good start! Considering this means I can't get a girls number at the moment (or can but can't do anything with it) and not to mention where I live has a lot of rich people. And I just came home from having an old school kenan and kel orange soda lol. I couldn't afford anything else, and if I spend all my money (€7 left) I won't even be able to sit and order a coke in future...oh and I just lost my job so I have no idea what to do now. But that's another story, except it really is affecting my confidence.
Today, the mugging was running through my mind and I decided I had to get out the house or I'd never stop thinking about it. Walking down the pier at first I started to sort of see the funny side, "Oh, that's an amazing boat. I'll quickly take a picture oh no I can't I had my phone nicked. Wow that's a beautiful girl, Is she looking at me? Oh wait, doesn't matter I can't even buy her a drink." This went on for a while in my head, and it did actually make me smile. I finally saw the funny side.
But...as the night got on and all the single people were leaving as the bars closed. I became so miserable, couples having romantic walks. Eating takeaways and cuddling up together and then there's mr no job, no phone, here trying to imagine what that's even like. Walking home more people holding hands, people on mopeds and bikes cuddling up to eachother. I've never felt like this before. I've just moved here and I'm so lonely, I have no friends to help me meet people. I couldn't feel any worse than I do right now.
The thing is, I know I'm literally a bad choice. You get people with cars, nice clothes, boats, 6 pack. EVERYTHING. How can I compete? I may be a really caring man, but what girls notice that from across the street? No girls shout out "Oi Oi, Nice personality" lol! The absolute worst part for me is that there is a girl that I think might like me, but I can't even afford to go see her where she works and ask for her number! I say I think she likes me but she might not. She just paid me more attention when I was sat with some tourists trying to hit on her. Well...she did do this little look and hair flick when I said I lived here and was looking for a girlfriend. Even the people I was sat with saw it and gave me a look like "go on, do something" but I'd had a little too much to drink and I thought "I'll be able to come and see her again tomorrow when I've sobered up and ask her properly" So I left, went round the corner and within about 5 minutes I was getting mugged! Erghhh!!!
So now I feel awful, I bet she's forgotten all about our conversation by now and I'll just be another customer. I would've probably been regretting not getting her number had I not been mugged. Beautiful girl, gets hit on everyday. I think that's why they hired her, she spends most the time outside luring people inside lol. I think that's why she might like me, I haven't hit on her...much...yet. And I think she likes me being quite quiet compared to the blokes she's used too around there.
God this thread has gone all over the place haha! Anyway, if you have any advice on getting girls with no money. Or you're a girl who has some tips, please comment below!
Thanks for reading! Sorry it was so long, lots on my mind. Being at rock bottom does that...