i never knew being called "annoying" and being told to "go away" could hurt so much..does anyone have any ways to stop crying ? Guests will be over any minute and i need a smile for them. i would never have imagined that someone you DONT EVEN KNOW that much could say that. i have to change. No one likes the person that is inside of me. i wish i could just be normal. Cutting hurts too much and poetry dosent satisfy my crying. At this rate, i believe i have only one friend.
(He told me i was manipulative, self centered, attention seeking LITTLE GIRL and shut me out of his life. i wish i could contract something that would kill me. i hate living. i never asked to be here anyway. i have to ask my Lord, why am i here ? Do i have a purpose ?)
(He told me i was manipulative, self centered, attention seeking LITTLE GIRL and shut me out of his life. i wish i could contract something that would kill me. i hate living. i never asked to be here anyway. i have to ask my Lord, why am i here ? Do i have a purpose ?)