Image of a person is important, its always remembered by the brain. Once its ruined, its always ruined. People will face you according to yourself image.
I'm 16 years old.At age of 13 I make new friend with stupid attitude,my attitude that time was like a kid,stupid,idiot and not serious. image of me is ruined.Maybe because I mature slow. I look like an idiot now, everytime they saw me, they ignore me cause I'm always look like an idiot to them.
Until now, I didn't talked to them for 2 years, we still same class. Now I get more mature, I knew what I do is wrong, these 2 years I just spend my life with my bestfriend, I dont even did stupid things.
Today, I was playing facebook, my friend (Not my best friend, these friends was those who I didn't having conversation to them for 2 years) post some photo to facebook, then I asked a question, but they ignore me...
I was so regret the begining I did!!! NOW WHAT CAN I DO TO CHANGE THIS??
Look, I never chat with them 2 years, and I didn't do stupid things anymore, but why they didn't notice??? Should I go build friendship with them??? What should I do to change this... my life is suck!! Everytime I wanted to build friendship with them, its hard for me because they always look at me like an idiot. I have no more power to change it!!!!
I always jealous my friend, they just post little thing on facebook get more comment, more likes. But me, never get comment and likes. Same as in school, what they do they always get support in whole class, but me, no support for whole class but just few students.
My question-
-Its because my image is ruined, how to repair it... :"(
-I just wanna build new friendship with them, but what's the 1st step.
-Its time for me to be serious, but how to be serious?.. Dont be a kid anymore.[/size]
I'm 16 years old.At age of 13 I make new friend with stupid attitude,my attitude that time was like a kid,stupid,idiot and not serious. image of me is ruined.Maybe because I mature slow. I look like an idiot now, everytime they saw me, they ignore me cause I'm always look like an idiot to them.
Until now, I didn't talked to them for 2 years, we still same class. Now I get more mature, I knew what I do is wrong, these 2 years I just spend my life with my bestfriend, I dont even did stupid things.
Today, I was playing facebook, my friend (Not my best friend, these friends was those who I didn't having conversation to them for 2 years) post some photo to facebook, then I asked a question, but they ignore me...
I was so regret the begining I did!!! NOW WHAT CAN I DO TO CHANGE THIS??
Look, I never chat with them 2 years, and I didn't do stupid things anymore, but why they didn't notice??? Should I go build friendship with them??? What should I do to change this... my life is suck!! Everytime I wanted to build friendship with them, its hard for me because they always look at me like an idiot. I have no more power to change it!!!!
I always jealous my friend, they just post little thing on facebook get more comment, more likes. But me, never get comment and likes. Same as in school, what they do they always get support in whole class, but me, no support for whole class but just few students.
My question-
-Its because my image is ruined, how to repair it... :"(
-I just wanna build new friendship with them, but what's the 1st step.
-Its time for me to be serious, but how to be serious?.. Dont be a kid anymore.[/size]