I'm crying, endlessly. My head hurts, my eyes have swollen and my heart is physically so sore. My heart is broken.
It's just one of those days, where I am just so tired, emotionally, physically and mentally. Tired of trying only to keep failing over and over. Failing to do things that others do so effortlessly, without fail.
I feel like giving up just by the thought of everything going wrong, the more positive i've become, the harder it is to hang on.
Even with the extra efforts, the hard work, the determination, the optimism, everythings seems to get worse.
It's such an ongoing battle, with no end in sight, a tiring battle. I'm desperate to stay live, to keep pushing and not willing to give up until that day of contentment. But, the harder I keep on trying, the harder I fall and fail. Right now, i'd appreciate a new life with new conversations and new opportunities. For some reason, I feel like i'd be happier.
I can feel the depression creeping in. Hopefully tomorrow will bring new and better opportunities, new positive emotions,and hopefully tomorrow the battle will be over
It's just one of those days, where I am just so tired, emotionally, physically and mentally. Tired of trying only to keep failing over and over. Failing to do things that others do so effortlessly, without fail.
I feel like giving up just by the thought of everything going wrong, the more positive i've become, the harder it is to hang on.
Even with the extra efforts, the hard work, the determination, the optimism, everythings seems to get worse.
It's such an ongoing battle, with no end in sight, a tiring battle. I'm desperate to stay live, to keep pushing and not willing to give up until that day of contentment. But, the harder I keep on trying, the harder I fall and fail. Right now, i'd appreciate a new life with new conversations and new opportunities. For some reason, I feel like i'd be happier.
I can feel the depression creeping in. Hopefully tomorrow will bring new and better opportunities, new positive emotions,and hopefully tomorrow the battle will be over