NeighborMike
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Alright not quite sure where to start
Basically I live by myself because my GF went to dental school. I have a good amount of friends but have no desire to hang out with them even though they ask me all the time.
Ide just much rather be by myself. Some timess i feel actual loneliness and want to be around people but I cant bring myself to call any of the people I know to hang out or doing anything
People text me all the time saying "yo what are u doing" which is obviously an opening to get me to hang out, but rather then taking the bate (even if i am bored or lonely) i respond with some kind of bland answer just to blow them off
If i for some reason do go out of the house of the house I have no problem or anxiety or anything from being around people. Im attractive, people like me, its easy for me to talk to girls. But I just normally dont have any desire to do any of these things
I even do things at odd hours to avoid contact with people like going to the food store at 9am on a week day since I dont work
Even when my GF comes homes to visit on weekends for the start of it i enjoy seeing her again, but after a while i fades away and I just count the minutes on the clock untill I can be alone again
Whelp....this is basically a rant about myself. All opinions welcome becuase i cant for the life of me figure out why I prefer to be alone of everthing
Basically I live by myself because my GF went to dental school. I have a good amount of friends but have no desire to hang out with them even though they ask me all the time.
Ide just much rather be by myself. Some timess i feel actual loneliness and want to be around people but I cant bring myself to call any of the people I know to hang out or doing anything
People text me all the time saying "yo what are u doing" which is obviously an opening to get me to hang out, but rather then taking the bate (even if i am bored or lonely) i respond with some kind of bland answer just to blow them off
If i for some reason do go out of the house of the house I have no problem or anxiety or anything from being around people. Im attractive, people like me, its easy for me to talk to girls. But I just normally dont have any desire to do any of these things
I even do things at odd hours to avoid contact with people like going to the food store at 9am on a week day since I dont work
Even when my GF comes homes to visit on weekends for the start of it i enjoy seeing her again, but after a while i fades away and I just count the minutes on the clock untill I can be alone again
Whelp....this is basically a rant about myself. All opinions welcome becuase i cant for the life of me figure out why I prefer to be alone of everthing