"with every action there's a reaction"
some dude that said ......
"fresia..fresia god **** matha freaken apple hit me on my freaken head"
And Acceptence is the answer to all my problems today.
When I am distrubed, it is becuase I find some person, place, things or situation
-some fact fof life- unacceptiable to me, and I can find no serenity until I accept
that person,place, things, or situation as being exactly the way it is suppose to be
at this moment. Nothing absolutley nothing happens in God's world by mistake.
Until I could accept my alcoholism, I could not stay sober, unless I accept life
completely in life's terms, I cannot be happy. I needed to consentrate not so much
on what needs to be changed in the world as on what needs to be change is me
and in my attitude.
Perhaps the best thing of all of me is to remember that my serenity is inversely
proportional to my expectations. The higher my expectations of Max (wife) and
other people are, the lower is my serenity. I can watch my serenity level rise when
I discard my expectations. But my " RIGHTS" try to move in, and they too can force
my serenity level down. I have to discard my "rights" as well as my expectations,
by asking myself. How important is it, really ???. How important is it compared to my
serenity, my emotional soberiety ??? And when I place more value on my serenity
and soberiety than anything else. I can maintain them at a higher level- at least for the
time being.
Acceptence is the key to my relationship with GOD today. I never just sit and do nothing
while waiting for god to tell me what to do. Rather I do whatever is in front of me to be done.
And I leave the results up to god, however it turns out,that's god's will for me.....
...famouse page 449 quotes or readings.
"Acceptence is a son of a mother fucken *****"- LonesomeCrow.
Jenni read those quotes to me the last time I held her on my arms..
I always told her "if I can stay sober i can do anything"
It was the hardest thing I had to do in my life.
If I can somehow accept her passing (life on life's terms) without getting fresia up out of my fucken mind,
which is the hardest thing I ever had to do up to this piont of my life.
Surely, I can accept alot of people, places, things, or stiuations as they are at the moment.
Just for today...anyway.
