Lovely Smile
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This is kind of venting, kind of a question:
Background: So my father has been in the hospital for 2 weeks he had his 3rd stroke and has lost part of his right side, his left side is lost due to a previous one, I have an 8 yr old sister, no mom (left about 4 years ago) and a mentally disabled aunt. I'm commuting to school which is an hour away to get a degree in order to better all of our lives since I'm the one taking care of my family
Story: So I find out today from all the therapists that for a long while, maybe for the rest of his life, my father will be wheelchair bound. He can't grip with either of his hands anymore so it makes it very difficult for him to move around by himself which means he'll need help which the majority of it will come from me. I have been struggling maintaining any sort of relationship friend or more during this whole time. I understand my life if hard and that it's very demanding, I'm the one living it. But don't I deserve to find someone who loves me despite my situation. I sacrifice so much for my family and now I must sacrifice even more, when is it my turn to be loved?
How much would you sacrifice for someone you thought you loved?
Background: So my father has been in the hospital for 2 weeks he had his 3rd stroke and has lost part of his right side, his left side is lost due to a previous one, I have an 8 yr old sister, no mom (left about 4 years ago) and a mentally disabled aunt. I'm commuting to school which is an hour away to get a degree in order to better all of our lives since I'm the one taking care of my family
Story: So I find out today from all the therapists that for a long while, maybe for the rest of his life, my father will be wheelchair bound. He can't grip with either of his hands anymore so it makes it very difficult for him to move around by himself which means he'll need help which the majority of it will come from me. I have been struggling maintaining any sort of relationship friend or more during this whole time. I understand my life if hard and that it's very demanding, I'm the one living it. But don't I deserve to find someone who loves me despite my situation. I sacrifice so much for my family and now I must sacrifice even more, when is it my turn to be loved?
How much would you sacrifice for someone you thought you loved?