Randomact164
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yes the title says it all
i seem to be running low almost near out on happy these days even good things seem to come my way.
im 16 fyi
got my car yesterday...pontiac G6 2door silver. (2006 with 31K miles)
landed a part time job that pays an average of 400-500 bucks a month for me (gas and savings).
Met a fantastic girl at lake michigan and we talk on the phone alot but shes in Indiana about 1h30mins away so not like i can see her often.
I really like her.
got a six pack and can bench my own wieght+. (hard work payed off).
What im trying to say is that alot of good things have been happening to me but im not sure why im not content nor happy with myself.
I guess the best analogy is that i was walking on the "path of sucess" and stumbled off and got lost in the woods of life that are covered in beautiful roses that are all covered in thorns.
I asked my doctor and we ran tests. i do not have a depression.
It seems wierd to me as a 16yr old going into his junoir year to have all this happen. School starts in 2days no fun for me.
Idk ive been quiet lately around the house, been kinda avoiding my friends a bit just kind of wanting to be by myself.
i guess what im looking for is that since im lost it would bring light to my day if someone could stumble past me in these woods and point me north or toss me a friendly smile. i havent seen daylight in a while
i seem to be running low almost near out on happy these days even good things seem to come my way.
im 16 fyi
got my car yesterday...pontiac G6 2door silver. (2006 with 31K miles)
landed a part time job that pays an average of 400-500 bucks a month for me (gas and savings).
Met a fantastic girl at lake michigan and we talk on the phone alot but shes in Indiana about 1h30mins away so not like i can see her often.
I really like her.
got a six pack and can bench my own wieght+. (hard work payed off).
What im trying to say is that alot of good things have been happening to me but im not sure why im not content nor happy with myself.
I guess the best analogy is that i was walking on the "path of sucess" and stumbled off and got lost in the woods of life that are covered in beautiful roses that are all covered in thorns.
I asked my doctor and we ran tests. i do not have a depression.
It seems wierd to me as a 16yr old going into his junoir year to have all this happen. School starts in 2days no fun for me.
Idk ive been quiet lately around the house, been kinda avoiding my friends a bit just kind of wanting to be by myself.
i guess what im looking for is that since im lost it would bring light to my day if someone could stumble past me in these woods and point me north or toss me a friendly smile. i havent seen daylight in a while