user 134651
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I'm a freshman(Male 14, about to be 15 in September) in high school and our school is about to have a Sadies Hawkins dance. The only problem is that I feel like no one will ask me as it makes my self esteem very low. I've never even had a girlfriend and it makes me emotional sometimes. Some people call me ugly and some people call me adorable and cute. I'm about 5'6 and I'm skinny but not that skinny like soulja boy. I do not want to post a picture of me because I feel like someone in my school will find this post and show everyone. I socialize alot but it can be hard to make friends alot because I get awkward sometimes.
I feel so lonely that I even pray to god that I will have atleast 1 girlfriend one day or sometimes I just cry till I sleep. My mom has even asked me if a girl has asked me to the Sadies and I just died inside. I can tell my mom feels bad for me but she can't do anything about it.
I just don't know what else to say . I'm just tired of being alone at every school event and have to end up staying at home playing gta or something. What do I or should I do to feel loved for once?
I feel so lonely that I even pray to god that I will have atleast 1 girlfriend one day or sometimes I just cry till I sleep. My mom has even asked me if a girl has asked me to the Sadies and I just died inside. I can tell my mom feels bad for me but she can't do anything about it.
I just don't know what else to say . I'm just tired of being alone at every school event and have to end up staying at home playing gta or something. What do I or should I do to feel loved for once?