I havnt posted here for a long time, I don't know a lot of you but I have no where else to turn, I'm in bits :'( I had a long distance relationship with the most amazing girl, she was everything to me, she still is everything to me, I loved her compleatly and she loved me back, I can't stop thinking about her, I ended it with her earlier because I couldn't see it working, she thinks that I gave up on her but I just didn't want us to get hurt when it went wrong , iv been hurt in the past badly and, I know that she was differient but my insecuritys got in the way of everything, I just needed to say something somewhere because I feel like I would just hurt her by telling her that I still had feeling for her , I can't stop crying over her, I miss her already :'(.. So badly