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Jack The Ripper
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k first of all i didnt come here to get attacked lol
but i realize after reading this some might do that
and i guess i kind of deserve it but
im looking for some advice maybe something im missing
ill try to make this as short as posible but its kind of complicated so its long
i was like all of u really lonely so i joined a online group
i never meant for what happened to happen but it did
what happened is i have a g/f from that group
shes really a sweet person but theres a big problem in it all
like i said i never meant to get involved just interact with some ppl
i thought i would just use the group to get rid of my loneliness but i was really in to much pain when i got there so i hid who i really was to keep myself emotionally seperate
k so the problem is im with this girl and everything she knows about me isnt true
sure theres some things like my feelings and some of the things i do day to day like what i have for dinner or what time i went to sleep that i share with her but its nothing usually any heavier than that
most all of everything she knows about me is made up
my past
what i look like
who i am
what i do in life
even some of my interests and likes/dislikes
k so i know i have to stop this
i know its not good
we havent cybered yet just gotten partially sexual
we couldve cybered but she was drunk that night so i decided not to do that to her
see im not an all bad guy this just all got out of hand
the problem is i dont know how to do all of this without hurting her
i feel like no matter what approach i use shes going to get hurt
but maybe im missing something so i thought i would post here
where maybe ppl can understand more about the desperation of loneliness & how all of this could even happen
i dont know
i just know this seems impossible to get out of without hurting her
i care about her some might get pissed reading that after what im doing but i do care and thats why i cant seem to get out of this
shes in a really bad part of her life right now and im her only outlet like she says im her rock so u can see she would be even easier to hurt than usual which is why im hesitating even more about this
would somebody maybe show me something i might be missing on how i can do this how i can get out of this?
ive even thought about faking my death! but no matter what i try to think of it seems like shell get hurt
and yes ive considered just going with the truth but i know she couldnt take that either
wth do i do???
help
but i realize after reading this some might do that
and i guess i kind of deserve it but
im looking for some advice maybe something im missing
ill try to make this as short as posible but its kind of complicated so its long
i was like all of u really lonely so i joined a online group
i never meant for what happened to happen but it did
what happened is i have a g/f from that group
shes really a sweet person but theres a big problem in it all
like i said i never meant to get involved just interact with some ppl
i thought i would just use the group to get rid of my loneliness but i was really in to much pain when i got there so i hid who i really was to keep myself emotionally seperate
k so the problem is im with this girl and everything she knows about me isnt true
sure theres some things like my feelings and some of the things i do day to day like what i have for dinner or what time i went to sleep that i share with her but its nothing usually any heavier than that
most all of everything she knows about me is made up
my past
what i look like
who i am
what i do in life
even some of my interests and likes/dislikes
k so i know i have to stop this
i know its not good
we havent cybered yet just gotten partially sexual
we couldve cybered but she was drunk that night so i decided not to do that to her
see im not an all bad guy this just all got out of hand
the problem is i dont know how to do all of this without hurting her
i feel like no matter what approach i use shes going to get hurt
but maybe im missing something so i thought i would post here
where maybe ppl can understand more about the desperation of loneliness & how all of this could even happen
i dont know
i just know this seems impossible to get out of without hurting her
i care about her some might get pissed reading that after what im doing but i do care and thats why i cant seem to get out of this
shes in a really bad part of her life right now and im her only outlet like she says im her rock so u can see she would be even easier to hurt than usual which is why im hesitating even more about this
would somebody maybe show me something i might be missing on how i can do this how i can get out of this?
ive even thought about faking my death! but no matter what i try to think of it seems like shell get hurt
and yes ive considered just going with the truth but i know she couldnt take that either
wth do i do???
help