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seventhson
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So Since last I been here about nearly a year I had been busy.
Made new friends and lost them for reasons I don't know.
I thought a met a girl and then after she strung me along for a year(she came out and said she felt nothing for me on friday) I treated her so well. I never forced anything with her and respected her wishes. She said I am not very manly.
So I got hurt and said I won't be her friend now. Her friends have been harassing me saying I must just be her friend and I am being a child.
Then some other girl I was friends with said such nasty things to me.
I try to be nice to people. I mean I know how to socialize but I don't feel like I connect with people. That girl that strung me was the first person I felt connected to in years and then she went and hurt me.
I start to begin to think its maybe me. Maybe there is something wrong with me. I am always there for people. When they need someone to chat to and someone to help them through tough times I am there. But when they get through it I get left in the dust. They just stop talking to me.
I really feel alone in this world.
Made new friends and lost them for reasons I don't know.
I thought a met a girl and then after she strung me along for a year(she came out and said she felt nothing for me on friday) I treated her so well. I never forced anything with her and respected her wishes. She said I am not very manly.
So I got hurt and said I won't be her friend now. Her friends have been harassing me saying I must just be her friend and I am being a child.
Then some other girl I was friends with said such nasty things to me.
I try to be nice to people. I mean I know how to socialize but I don't feel like I connect with people. That girl that strung me was the first person I felt connected to in years and then she went and hurt me.
I start to begin to think its maybe me. Maybe there is something wrong with me. I am always there for people. When they need someone to chat to and someone to help them through tough times I am there. But when they get through it I get left in the dust. They just stop talking to me.
I really feel alone in this world.