AmeNoKo
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I'm 24, so still pretty young, and I'll be going away to a University next year so I'm not too worried about friends currently, but---
For the past 2 years or so, I slipped into the agoraphobic life, and am only just now breaking out of it after cleaning up. So I went out to some 'happening' places to try and make some friends---
But there's an issue, and I'll summarize this with the question I was asked 3 times one night, and at least once on a few of my other excursions:
"Are you gay?"
It's weird to look for a friend as an adult male, because this seems to be the only thing anyone is concerned with. At least by me, it seems that the 'class' of people I'm talking to, which tend to be college drop-out, drug-using types, don't have any 'need' for new friends. Most people have a clique that seems like they've been banded since highschool, and I guess with the economics of my area it seems that already a lot of people are looking to find a man/woman to marry and exclude themselves with.
It's a pretty unhappy area, but either way my point is: How does an adult male make friends without being questioned as a homosexual advance? Really I do feel almost like I'm trying to date them: "Do you like videogames? No? Tsk-tsk; we are not compatible then!" But at the same time, as an adult I'm really not looking for that much with a friend; it's just that loneliness sucks, and being able to go for a walk or play a videogame with someone would be better than doing it alone.
Just way more confusing to make friends than I remember--- but honestly I had a long-term highschool clique also up until 21, where we all disbanded because of bad life-choices and shame. I don't even remember how we all met--- most of us had just turned 13 when we met, so really it probably was just something simple like, 'Hey, I/You made You/Me laugh; let's be friends!"
Wish it was still that simple...
For the past 2 years or so, I slipped into the agoraphobic life, and am only just now breaking out of it after cleaning up. So I went out to some 'happening' places to try and make some friends---
But there's an issue, and I'll summarize this with the question I was asked 3 times one night, and at least once on a few of my other excursions:
"Are you gay?"
It's weird to look for a friend as an adult male, because this seems to be the only thing anyone is concerned with. At least by me, it seems that the 'class' of people I'm talking to, which tend to be college drop-out, drug-using types, don't have any 'need' for new friends. Most people have a clique that seems like they've been banded since highschool, and I guess with the economics of my area it seems that already a lot of people are looking to find a man/woman to marry and exclude themselves with.
It's a pretty unhappy area, but either way my point is: How does an adult male make friends without being questioned as a homosexual advance? Really I do feel almost like I'm trying to date them: "Do you like videogames? No? Tsk-tsk; we are not compatible then!" But at the same time, as an adult I'm really not looking for that much with a friend; it's just that loneliness sucks, and being able to go for a walk or play a videogame with someone would be better than doing it alone.
Just way more confusing to make friends than I remember--- but honestly I had a long-term highschool clique also up until 21, where we all disbanded because of bad life-choices and shame. I don't even remember how we all met--- most of us had just turned 13 when we met, so really it probably was just something simple like, 'Hey, I/You made You/Me laugh; let's be friends!"
Wish it was still that simple...