MrsMystery
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all this while i didnt get upset, I think i felt upset, but i dont know how much i really 'feel' any more. But now yeah im crying, im mad im angry and whats the worst im just so **** frustrated. I want to smash something i want to hit something but I cant and I wont.
So its day three of captivity, he told me hes coming soon, its now 1pm ive been awake since 6 am, i dont have electricity, i dont have a tv i dont have a radio and when my laptop battery dies in an hour i wont have any **** thing to occupy myself with. What do i do? Ive read every book i brought with me
I cant even call him to yell because i dont have any money on my fone, and i dont even have any money to go buy some money for my fone, and even if i did have money to go buy money for my fone I cant leave this place without fearing for my existence. Apparently. But should i really care. Because thats what this is its existing but it not living. I cant take it any more. I know how those polar bears in the zoo feel as they go slowly crazy. Now i know those things are torture. I feel for dumb animals like them and me.
So its day three of captivity, he told me hes coming soon, its now 1pm ive been awake since 6 am, i dont have electricity, i dont have a tv i dont have a radio and when my laptop battery dies in an hour i wont have any **** thing to occupy myself with. What do i do? Ive read every book i brought with me
I cant even call him to yell because i dont have any money on my fone, and i dont even have any money to go buy some money for my fone, and even if i did have money to go buy money for my fone I cant leave this place without fearing for my existence. Apparently. But should i really care. Because thats what this is its existing but it not living. I cant take it any more. I know how those polar bears in the zoo feel as they go slowly crazy. Now i know those things are torture. I feel for dumb animals like them and me.