well....just roll with it.
The roller coasters are ganna be narely as fresia.
Trust me ...I know. And i was the one that decided to break it off with her. (recently)
It still dosnt mean I dont love her. I still do very, very much.
Cry if you have too...I did. fresia it.
See other women if you have too...I did. fresia it.
It dosnt mean I dont love her. I still love Sassy very very much.
You dont have to stop loving her...Like Tina say, dont lie to yourself.
When people tell me to stop loving Sassy..it dosnt fucken work. All it dose is pisses me off even more.
Just try to take care of yourself through all of this...dont take anything too seriously becuase your emotions
are going to be all over the place. Give yourself a break. Get some rest or try to eat...the basics.
You're gonna get triggers for a while. Everything you see or do will remind you of her.
Just take it as one big ass crazy mother fucken joke.
As you heal....you'll stablized...which is a process that cant be forced or a set time limit. Everyone is different
reacting to these wacked out roller coasters of emotions.
At the sametime you cant stay home alone and stair at the four fucken walls with all those thoughts
and feeling of her 24/7. " I love you, I hate you, I love you, I hate" It'll drive you bonkers.
You must find a way to release your emotions without hurting yourself and others.
Journal, talk to people, go for a walk, go for a drive...ect
At the sametime you cant deny or pretend it dosnt hurt.