LostButton
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So, I've never exactly been a confident person. At 13 I had the works: I was about 5'2" and 185 lbs, my hair was frizzy, I had braces, my ache was horrible, and I wore thick glasses.
These days I've lost a lot of weight and ditched the braces, so I'm not sure why I still feel so self concious all the time. I'm absolutely obsessive about my weight, and I always feel ugly or plain next to my friends (which is made worse by the fact that they are hit on by guys left and right).
I also let my curly hair grow out and died it black. But recently I decided dying it every month is a pain so I was just going to let it grow out. Mom insisted that I have my aunt just take the colour out and dye it blonde (my natural colour). But, after I took the bleach out of my hair and tried to comb it rather large chunks started coming out of my already thin hair. Now that its dry I also realize that it lies flat and fried, and it is no longer curly.
I'm normally not much of a crier, but I seriously burst into tears. I have no idea why. I'm not normally obsessive about my hair... Am I just going nuts?
These days I've lost a lot of weight and ditched the braces, so I'm not sure why I still feel so self concious all the time. I'm absolutely obsessive about my weight, and I always feel ugly or plain next to my friends (which is made worse by the fact that they are hit on by guys left and right).
I also let my curly hair grow out and died it black. But recently I decided dying it every month is a pain so I was just going to let it grow out. Mom insisted that I have my aunt just take the colour out and dye it blonde (my natural colour). But, after I took the bleach out of my hair and tried to comb it rather large chunks started coming out of my already thin hair. Now that its dry I also realize that it lies flat and fried, and it is no longer curly.
I'm normally not much of a crier, but I seriously burst into tears. I have no idea why. I'm not normally obsessive about my hair... Am I just going nuts?