midnightlamp
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I can't understand this concept for the life of me. Earlier today I posted on another forum, trying to make peace with everyone -- I had a lot of pent up resentment, so I spoke my mind and got everything off my chest. The forum had a section where it said to do just that -- get "anything else" off your chest -- so I did. I was met with disparaging remarks and overall very negative comments, and I don't know why. People accused me of all sorts of things, i.e. the reason I made the thread in the first place, and they were all wrong.
Why is it that every time I make any indication of anything related to "pain," I'm made fun of and criticized? In the thread of referred directly to past sentiments -- the ways I had felt two years ago, not how I feel now -- and I ended the post by praising the people on the forum and saying how I felt it was very productive, so on and so forth, and I really thought the overall implication was positive. I get this "Why do you think anyone gives a rat's ass about what it is that you have to say?" Well, they put it differently, in a more insulting way that took a shot at what apparently was my maudlin writing. I was not being sentimental or emotional in any way; I was using those feelings from my past experiences to say how I came to a valid conclusion from them, and the whole point of the thread (at least in one sense) was to praise it and express my appreciation for it.
People criticized my writing, my thoughts, my feelings, and my ideas into the ground, and completely overlooked the fact that they were all ancillary to my main goal in writing the thing in the first place. I'm not 100% innocent; I probably chose very poor wording at times, but I really don't think that that should've been a real issue.
Blah blah blah...my point is that emotions and intellect are equally essential to the human experience. In short, each must be experienced in such an extreme that isolates one from the other, and they must be experienced in moderation by working together. Why do people always feel the apparent need to bash emotional writing? "Who gives a rat's ass" about this or that? Are you not human as well? I see it everywhere in writing. People will shoot down everything they think is "gushing" in any way -- mine certainly did not fit that bill, but I'm not talking about myself anymore. Generalities, generalities.
I hate the insular. The lonely, miserable, complacent, content, happy, smug, and the like are all the same in terms of being human, yet its the complacent and the smug that feel the need to berate all others who come off to them as "overly sentimental" or what have you. Who hasn't felt intense emotions? Are these people inhuman? Of all of the pollution on earth, the most despicable and cold are the narrow-minded complacent thugs.
I'm tired of being nice and just giving up without fighting back, but I believe that in demonstrating kindness one shows superiority and thus triumphs. I keep forgetting that these people are incorrigible, and I have no such power over them that would change any hardhearted thought or demented percept; it's just this resentment that keeps building up inside me that bothers me. Regarding that resentment, let's have us one last hoorah...or the first of many?...
Yelling, criticizing, and talking about the most unhappy people on earth, who by far get the least enjoyment of it, as though they're less than human, some idiot monkeys or gaudy windup dolls for attempting to relay their agonies in the only way they can; those that do that yelling, criticizing, and horrendous talking are the real idiot monkeys and gaudy windup dolls, and far worse to boot as that makes them equivocations. To them, I say the following:
Why don't you fresia off with your pseudo-intelligence and authoritative bullshit and crawl into your miserable wretched holes of illusion so you'll stop spreading your damned and worthless opinions around the world just to elevate your own sense of messed self-satisfaction at humankind's expense? fresia you all. fresia you for life.
Why is it that every time I make any indication of anything related to "pain," I'm made fun of and criticized? In the thread of referred directly to past sentiments -- the ways I had felt two years ago, not how I feel now -- and I ended the post by praising the people on the forum and saying how I felt it was very productive, so on and so forth, and I really thought the overall implication was positive. I get this "Why do you think anyone gives a rat's ass about what it is that you have to say?" Well, they put it differently, in a more insulting way that took a shot at what apparently was my maudlin writing. I was not being sentimental or emotional in any way; I was using those feelings from my past experiences to say how I came to a valid conclusion from them, and the whole point of the thread (at least in one sense) was to praise it and express my appreciation for it.
People criticized my writing, my thoughts, my feelings, and my ideas into the ground, and completely overlooked the fact that they were all ancillary to my main goal in writing the thing in the first place. I'm not 100% innocent; I probably chose very poor wording at times, but I really don't think that that should've been a real issue.
Blah blah blah...my point is that emotions and intellect are equally essential to the human experience. In short, each must be experienced in such an extreme that isolates one from the other, and they must be experienced in moderation by working together. Why do people always feel the apparent need to bash emotional writing? "Who gives a rat's ass" about this or that? Are you not human as well? I see it everywhere in writing. People will shoot down everything they think is "gushing" in any way -- mine certainly did not fit that bill, but I'm not talking about myself anymore. Generalities, generalities.
I hate the insular. The lonely, miserable, complacent, content, happy, smug, and the like are all the same in terms of being human, yet its the complacent and the smug that feel the need to berate all others who come off to them as "overly sentimental" or what have you. Who hasn't felt intense emotions? Are these people inhuman? Of all of the pollution on earth, the most despicable and cold are the narrow-minded complacent thugs.
I'm tired of being nice and just giving up without fighting back, but I believe that in demonstrating kindness one shows superiority and thus triumphs. I keep forgetting that these people are incorrigible, and I have no such power over them that would change any hardhearted thought or demented percept; it's just this resentment that keeps building up inside me that bothers me. Regarding that resentment, let's have us one last hoorah...or the first of many?...
Yelling, criticizing, and talking about the most unhappy people on earth, who by far get the least enjoyment of it, as though they're less than human, some idiot monkeys or gaudy windup dolls for attempting to relay their agonies in the only way they can; those that do that yelling, criticizing, and horrendous talking are the real idiot monkeys and gaudy windup dolls, and far worse to boot as that makes them equivocations. To them, I say the following:
Why don't you fresia off with your pseudo-intelligence and authoritative bullshit and crawl into your miserable wretched holes of illusion so you'll stop spreading your damned and worthless opinions around the world just to elevate your own sense of messed self-satisfaction at humankind's expense? fresia you all. fresia you for life.