This is the new beginning, and the new beginning has started just from now on !
I feel the ecstasy of my power.
One day I will become the number one. Everything bad, in my life will be erased. I will do it. I will erase my loneliness. I will start to communicate with others. I will not be loner anymore. Even if I'm a stranger here. I will make the things better. I will be the number one. I will get a girlfriend. The dream girl, I never had, and she will love me. I will find the right way.
I will show to others who I am. I know that I don't have to do it, but I will do it. I'm not worthless ! Very soon my actual situation, will change, it will be my shine of happiness. It's mine, I want it. Because the life is only one.
Now I know suicide is not a right decision. I will not resign. I will fight for my happiness. I will fight for a better life. I will fight for friends, don't have any so for that I'm stuck here in the damned "box".
Even if I don't know how to make friends, even if I don't know how to gain a girl, even if they reject me, one day I will be on top of the world and nobody will stop me ! Fight or resign, Live or die.
Oh My shine of happiness, I want you to be with me forever as soon as possible. I WILL ATTRACT MY SHINE OF HAPPINESS VERY SOON !!!!!!!!!!
I feel the ecstasy of my power.
One day I will become the number one. Everything bad, in my life will be erased. I will do it. I will erase my loneliness. I will start to communicate with others. I will not be loner anymore. Even if I'm a stranger here. I will make the things better. I will be the number one. I will get a girlfriend. The dream girl, I never had, and she will love me. I will find the right way.
I will show to others who I am. I know that I don't have to do it, but I will do it. I'm not worthless ! Very soon my actual situation, will change, it will be my shine of happiness. It's mine, I want it. Because the life is only one.
Now I know suicide is not a right decision. I will not resign. I will fight for my happiness. I will fight for a better life. I will fight for friends, don't have any so for that I'm stuck here in the damned "box".
Even if I don't know how to make friends, even if I don't know how to gain a girl, even if they reject me, one day I will be on top of the world and nobody will stop me ! Fight or resign, Live or die.
Oh My shine of happiness, I want you to be with me forever as soon as possible. I WILL ATTRACT MY SHINE OF HAPPINESS VERY SOON !!!!!!!!!!