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I'm the 19 year old uni student who posted here before.. I have no friends at university... I tried so hard with them but you know, snobs, people with money and cars who boast a big bank account and never have a hurry anywhere but the cinema.. Yeah i've probably looked in all the wrong places for friends but outside my course it's hard to meet people. I tried clubs and societies but it was the same old bourgeois clan of people (I'm not judging, but I was asked by a few if I drive a car, to which I answered no, and that was the end of the conversation) It's like I can't fit in here. In this college I spent one year doing a course in, I was with equals who knew what it was like to be broke. I wear jeans and a t-shirt to uni, why would i wear good clothes when there's a good chance i'll be uncomfortable on the long trek to uni?! (one and three quarters hour journey)
When i do meet people i'm the happiest person "hey someone's actually interested in me!" ... maybe my smiles are too forward (not constantly smiling but i do tend to get hyper around new people -defense as the therapist put it) I don't know what to do. this first year is over, my parents ask me why I don't go anywhere (my sister goes out all the time but she's in a different uni) and why I am always in at the weekends... I have no excuses.. I feel embarrassed to be home! I have no social life and even my parents are judging me.. Hmm.. i don't really expect many replies here. i know i've written a lot and fair play to you if you got this far
Anyway... Thanks for reading on..
When i do meet people i'm the happiest person "hey someone's actually interested in me!" ... maybe my smiles are too forward (not constantly smiling but i do tend to get hyper around new people -defense as the therapist put it) I don't know what to do. this first year is over, my parents ask me why I don't go anywhere (my sister goes out all the time but she's in a different uni) and why I am always in at the weekends... I have no excuses.. I feel embarrassed to be home! I have no social life and even my parents are judging me.. Hmm.. i don't really expect many replies here. i know i've written a lot and fair play to you if you got this far
Anyway... Thanks for reading on..