MajBee said:
I do try to avoid the subject, and I've gotten pretty good at it, it's just the awkwardness I don't like. I have already decided (mostly it has been decided for me) that I'm going to be alone, my problem now is figuring out how to live with that.
How can you be so sure that you're going to be alone for the rest of your life? Life is so unpredictable. I once thought the same, and poof, somebody came along somewhere. Broke up. Had the same mindset again. Then poof, somebody came along without me even expecting it.
You gotta just let life do its wonders. Maybe it's just not time yet. I believe things happen for a reason. Even if things happen later rather than sooner. Try to keep an open and positive mind...it usually helps not only for yourself, but I somehow believe that when you have an open and positive mind, you tend to attract the positive...if you know what I mean. Gotta have hope. I don't know what I'd do with life without hope. :\
I do sincerely send you my best wishes and luck in finding the right one. Don't limit your future before it can even happen cos you can't know what life will bring.