Its a beautiful summers day, and yet I'm stuck inside because I don't have anyone to meet up with, It makes me feel so sad, if i go out I just look like a loser, and then I just feel awful, I kept having to make fake phone calls so if looks like i actually have a life...but its just an act and inside i'm in pain.
All I ever wanted was true friends and yet it never works out that way, I don't know why, but I'm convinced its me, I must be cursed or something, every time I get close to people it goes wrong.
I don't know what to do anymore, I'm scared to even try, people can be so cruel, and the ones I meet seem to sense they can mess me around, I know their are nice people out there put how on earth do you find them.
To be honest; okay i'm not gods gift to anyone but i'm not hideous, and yes I may be far too shy and have a low view of myself but I'm generally lovely, I'm creative, funny, eccentric, smart, I haven't always been unpopular, I never used to have totry this hard, I guess I just dont know how to make friends
please get in touch, I could really do with some advise and encouragement
All I ever wanted was true friends and yet it never works out that way, I don't know why, but I'm convinced its me, I must be cursed or something, every time I get close to people it goes wrong.
I don't know what to do anymore, I'm scared to even try, people can be so cruel, and the ones I meet seem to sense they can mess me around, I know their are nice people out there put how on earth do you find them.
To be honest; okay i'm not gods gift to anyone but i'm not hideous, and yes I may be far too shy and have a low view of myself but I'm generally lovely, I'm creative, funny, eccentric, smart, I haven't always been unpopular, I never used to have totry this hard, I guess I just dont know how to make friends
please get in touch, I could really do with some advise and encouragement