I'm lonely as hell, that's why I'm here obviously I can't seem to make any friends because of my inability to trust people. There's no particular reason why I'm not trusting, my life isn't nearly interesting enough for that, I simply can't open up to people completely so I end up distancing myself. I'm worried that if I give people the benefit of the doubt I'll end up being stabbed in the back, the way I see it that's not an unreasonable concern but it really has affected my social life