anthonyS13
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The last time I logged into here was March of last year, when I felt like I had some idea of where I belong. A few months after that, I was laid off, and dropped out of community college. I was greatly discouraged and didn't see any reason to continue on some unclear path.
Now it is almost August of 2014, and my slump has continued for almost 15 months. I am completely unable to find work as no one sees any value in me wherever I go, no matter how open and friendly I appear when I show interest in possible employment. I have not been able to gain any sort of unemployment benefits and have felt like I've been a waste of space everywhere I go. I have not a single friend where I live who can help me out of this rut, and no automobile I can use anytime to get where I'd like to go. I have the overwhelming feeling I should leave this town and it's empty opportunities, because not even my family can help me be of use anymore.
I am putting more weight on, feeling slower, and deteriorating. It's as if I'm losing control of my physical, mental, and emotional well-being. Every night, I envision my own self living alone with no home somewhere, as if it'll really be my future.
I feel like there is no solution to reverse this slump as I have met a dead end. Sometimes I question why I'm even still alive.
Now it is almost August of 2014, and my slump has continued for almost 15 months. I am completely unable to find work as no one sees any value in me wherever I go, no matter how open and friendly I appear when I show interest in possible employment. I have not been able to gain any sort of unemployment benefits and have felt like I've been a waste of space everywhere I go. I have not a single friend where I live who can help me out of this rut, and no automobile I can use anytime to get where I'd like to go. I have the overwhelming feeling I should leave this town and it's empty opportunities, because not even my family can help me be of use anymore.
I am putting more weight on, feeling slower, and deteriorating. It's as if I'm losing control of my physical, mental, and emotional well-being. Every night, I envision my own self living alone with no home somewhere, as if it'll really be my future.
I feel like there is no solution to reverse this slump as I have met a dead end. Sometimes I question why I'm even still alive.